The New Order

I will not delude myself in thinking that anyone reads this blog. Therefore, if you perchance happen to see this on facebook, my advice is to ignore it. That disclaimer in place, I can now relieve myself of the shackles of coherency and keeping interest. This is more an exercise in fluency and willpower.

It seems all of my posts begin with, "It has been so long, etc. I've been busy, etc." When I haven't been doing anything particularly interesting, "creating," I tend to neglect writing. It is so much more natural to speak for me. I guess that is why I've never been able to keep a journal for any extended period of time. The last time I did, it was for the express purpose of giving it to someone dear to me at the time. Fairly doubious act, to be honest. If something important happens to me, I tell friends in order to have something to talk about. After a while, the "news" fail to be fresh and interesting, and it is demoted to my memory, to be forgotten eventually. Sad.

Looking over my old posts from various "start and stop" blogs I've had makes me smile. I guess the mood I've been in is what others call "maturity" or "growing up." I remember the things that I cared about and am very amused, at the same time more or less apathetic. Is this what maturity entails? Apathy?

I'm changing. I've always wanted this change to be for the better, an evolutionary process upward. Looking back, I feel like I'm losing something of myself. I guess this is the reason for this newest burst of lyricism, a desire to preserve. At least I'll know this is what Anton, age 19, was worried about in 2008.

What does all of this mean? Well, it means I will try to write more often, eventually fill in the gaps in the last few months of my life. Also, that I have succumbed to the annoying and uninteresting tendency of writing about myself. Hopefully if I put it in writing, I'll be able to commit to writing regularly. As I have been told that I am a fairly private person, this should also provide an opportunity to get a first approximation to the inner workings of my brain, for those interested. Finally, you (... um me? ...) should see things I have found on the internet that may be of interest to others.

-Anton, Commander of Pants

Hm... Yeah.

So, clearly I haven't been updating very often. I have to say a lot has changed in my thinking and doing. But I'm too lazy to write about it just yet. So, I offer some random things I've found on the internet! :)

* Hackety.org - A blog about random hackish things by _why. Specifically, about various interesting languages, art, geekish things, all in strange convoluted prose. Always interesting. Especially cause _why always hacks interesting stuff together.
* Processing - A programming language based on Java that is specifically designed for artists and designers. Seems to be very popular for creating digital artish thingies. Good thing to learn.
* GeneratorX.no - An event that explores computational art. "Art from Code". Pretty cool stuff to watch.
* Conspiracy.hu - a demoscene group with some valuable articles about coding, etc. If you are not familiar with the demoscene, I'd recommend checking out:
* Scene.org - a collection of downloadable demos by various groups from release parties. You will a really fast graphics card to render them. But the amount of stuff you can pack in 64K is AMAZING!

This goes with my current trend with a dash of Bohemia. My friends and I have been writing songs about tits and mustaches and apple sauce. Yes, it is amazing. Anyway, moving on.

* RlsLog.net - a blog about current scene releases. Yeah, nuff said.

Well, that's about all I've wanted to share, I guess.

The track of the day will be Adiemus (Radio Mix) by Enya via youtube.

Oh and this one. The chorus is catchy. VengaBoys - Boom Boom Boom.

Till next time.